What a fucking life.  Seriously — a crazy fucking life.  I’ve been reflecting way too much lately.  Overthinking the past, replaying everything.  This year, my goal is simple: let the past go and focus on what’s ahead.

When I started my photography journey, I had one clear mission — create the greatest body of work I possibly can while I’m here, and let it be judged after I’m gone.  That’s it.  No excuses.  No shortcuts.

I joke that my life has been Sex, Drugs & Rock ’n’ Roll since I was ten — at artist talks, in interviews, with friends.  It sounds insane, but it’s not far from the truth.  I was listening to rock music and flipping through Playboy at ten.  The drugs didn’t show up until the ’80s, but when they did… yeah, I had my fun.

I’ve always believed you need at least one of the three to be happy.  There were moments when I had all three — and life was pretty damn great.  Through it all, I worked hard.  I did my best.  And I always made sure to have fun — but only after the work was done.  That’s been my RULE forever: work first, play later.  It’s never failed me.

One day I need to write the book.  Make the documentary.  Tell the real stories.  Or better yet — finally do the retrospective I’ve dreamed of.