On this last 4 month trip I did a lot of thinking and reflecting about my life, work and art.ย  Being gone for so long and being far away helps give me perspective on my life.ย  I needed this trip for many reasons, but the biggest reasonโ€ฆ mid-life crisis!ย  Well, thatโ€™s what Iโ€™ve been calling these last 5 years.ย  I needed to call these crazy times something and that made sense! ย 

I took so many days for myself.ย  Sat on the beach and just thought long and hard about what Iโ€™ve done, what I want to do and what it will take.ย  I know I need a plan and Iโ€™m working on that now.ย  But then again Iโ€™m always working on a plan!ย  My plan right nowโ€ฆ get help!ย  I need help!!!ย  I need help in so many areas of my life and work.ย  I just need to get help NOW!

My plan is to reach out and ask.ย  Reach out and see who can help me with my work and goals!ย  I know plenty of people who can help, lets just see if they will help.ย  I got my list and Iโ€™m going to start the process now!ย  Wish me luck!ย  Pray for me!ย  Light a candle!