A good question. I ask myself all the time. I’ll be honest. I’m not happy. Haven’t been happy for a while. I sit and think a lot about a lot. I like to reflect and think about what I can do better now! What did I learn from all these years? What did I do right?
I would love to think I did more right than wrong. I would like to think my closest friends would agree. I do think I’ve always tried to do what is right and not what is easy. I take pride in my work ethic! I take even more pride in knowing that I have given everything my best always. No matter what life brings me or drops on my head, I just do my best.
One thing I know I’ve done right is to help others. I do my best to help anyone who asks for help. I do what I can when I can. Sometimes too much and it bites me in the ass. Some say I’m too nice and get used. Some say I need to have better boundaries. Some say, UGH… I’m the one saying this. I also say I can do better!
I’m at a crossroads in life. There are fewer days ahead of me than behind me. I think about my past and smile. It’s never been easy, but I’ve always had fun. I think about what I did right and I have to say just about everything. I have lived and learned!!! The most important lesson I learned… love to live and live to love!!!